Hi everyone not sure what answers I’m looking for as I already know my self I need to get a grip and move on !
Me and my stbxh have been spilt nearly a year he walked out while a was at a meeting for our son , he never bothered with our son from march last year until November’ which I stupidly let him spend xmas and new year with us and also did done the deed with him which I could kick my self now for because a just feel used and hurt all over again.
It was his birthday in February and a done a little picky tea for us and our little boy wanted to have a little tea party for his daddy. I would say a few days later he went very quiet and I just had this feeling there was someone else well it turns out I was right said he’s only been with her since last week Which is “lies” just more shit out his mouth.
I feel heart broken all over again and I could kick my self for being a nice person !
Does this pain ever go away ? At the moment I absolutely hate him for everything he has done to us and he can’t see no wrong.