I'm estranged from my parents due to emotional abuse, it's been 6 years no contact. My younger sister was my best friend but after I gave birth 2 years ago she became really distant & she's only seen us 3 times since. I don't have any close friends. I was close to my grandad & aunty but they both died whilst I was pregnant. I have my partner & his family but it doesn't feel the same.
I've thought about contacting my parents, but I learnt recently that they know I had a son & they've never tried to contact me. I know deep down there would be nothing to gain by resuming contact. In the past I've been homeless & lived in homeless hostels because I had no family or friends to stay with. I'm sick of feeling so lonely, I've felt this way all of my life. Recently I was having relationship problems, I had no one to talk too, I had no one I could go & stay with to get some headspace. Does anyone else feel this way? How do you get through it?