hi ...don't know where to start really. I'm 38 and very blessed to have a wonderful son who is ten. i share custody with my ex H. i've been on my own since 2018 and have really struggled to meet anyone - been on the apps - have had some dates just never really met anyone I like. i feel like i'm unloveable at the moment....i don't want to meet a guy on the apps I find them so depressing . I work full time in a busy job. i meet loads of men throigh my job but they are all married . i think i'm just starting to realise il never meet anyone. i don't know why i'm posting really. i guess i just feel like a failure/ there's something wrong with me