Been with my husband for 5 years, although we only got married in August last year. Have an almost 3 yr old son together and I have 2 children from a previous relationship.
So to cut a long story short since we got married last year it feels like it was a curse, we have had so many bumps in the road, we have.l been through so much together, not only is he my hubby but he's my best friend we do everything together, the best team!
Since before Xmas my husband has been working nights, we don't get any time just us no one to have our toddler, feels like we have slowly been losing who 'we' are as a couple.
So Thursday we had a row; I've noticed a few times him being on his phone where he's been smiling - like a cute smile, I used to make him smile like That and when he noticed me he would act shifty, so alarm bells ringing!
Anyway I did some digging when he went to work Thursday night and see he's been using telegram everyday but going to the App Store to download it use it then delete the app, I hacked into it and know his typical password and obvs his email. I found out that the very same morning he had been messaging sex workers, trying to book with them!!
I threw him out he says he hasn't done anything yet but he wanted to and is going to now.
I am beyond hurt, he's gone with his stuff said I won't hear from him in weeks. My little boys birthday is very soon, he's asking where's daddy, just feel like he's a complete idiot for ruining our family.
Anyway the main point of this post is to seek comfort from those been in similar situations, I feel utterly broken and struggling to see how I'm gonna live my life without him.