This is a weird one. H has form for cheating in past relationships which I only found out about once married. So far no inkling of him cheating on me. Until today.
He’s been secretive with his phone for a while, closing the laptop when I come in, and being really awful to me. Shouting and snapping and telling me how much he finds me annoying/useless etc.
He speaks a bit of Urdu but not a lot. This is relevant. Today he was supposedly WFH finishing off a project which never got completed. I did quiz him around the progress of said task. He flew off the handle and said I’m pressuring him. On a whim I decided to check the internet history to see what he had been doing instead which was so important. I found these searches. See pics.
He’s been searching up an odd series of words over a long part of the day when he should have been working on a very unrelated project. (Ordering a new kitchen for our shared business.)
I showed him and he had no answer apart from being curious. The words aren’t out and out graphic but I feel they do follow an intimate pattern mostly. But on the other hand they aren’t totally innocent sounding when looked at collectively.
I did then ask to see his phone which he refused to do, saying I should trust him.
Is this suspicious?
I’m wondering if he’s chatting to people from his home country on dating apps as that’s how we met. I’m from the UK though.
PS. I don’t trust him and I know it’s time to call it quits but he’s gaslighting me and saying it’s all in my head.