Genuinely don’t know what’s happened to me today. I’m usually absolutely the strongest ‘fuck you I don’t care’ type of person but today some small comments on here and another site have really gotten to me and I’ve made a show of myself (name changed for obvious reasons)
I genuinely don’t know where my resilience today has gone! I don’t want to be that person who comes across as a snowflake!
I do have a fair bit of other stuff going on in my head which may make me extra sensitive but I know none of that is an excuse and I shouldn’t let it get to me!
I’m ovulating, which with endo is currently hideous, especially as I’m in a hot country in a house with no air con and having to share a room, not just a house, with family! Another family member has been winding me up all week, a good friend is in a psychiatric unit and seems to think I’m the only person who can help him, oh and I got dumped by text while I’m here. Plus I hate my job and only have a few days more ‘peace’ (using the term loosely) before that starts again.
just ranting I know but I feel better for writing it down. any tips from anywhere to not let the little things niggle at me?!