First time posting please be gentle.
My partner broke up with me Sunday after u years together. Packed up all his things and gone. We have a 3 year old son together and I have 2 children from a previous relationship. It's been a long time coming we've not got on for a while. Not really speaking etc. Sunday day I was fine. Monday I was OK and Tuesday it hit me bad. I've not got out of bed since. Not eaten can't sleep feel sick. I can't stop begging him to come home. I don't even know why I miss him so much as he worked alot. I love him so much we just grew to complacent and comfortable in the relationship. Neither of us making much effort. But it has given me a big wake up call. Tuesday he said we would talk he came round and chatted but not about the relationship then he left and said he won't be coming back so it gave me false hope.
I don't know how to get over this or cope, I have no friends to talk to, my mum doesn't understand. Not one person as messaged me asking how I am etc. I feel hopeless and like I'm going to do something stupid. Someone please help me