I shall preface this by saying my boyfriend is a lovely bloke but had a bit of a wilder past involving partying/drugs etc and his background. I am the absolute total opposite, i dont drink or have ever smoked. Im a parent and pretty solvent/stable. We have a good time together and i think on some minor level, he likes that im very stable as his family certainly arent.
But i cant get over the fact that I found out he used to date a very bohemian type and i unfortunately googled her and shes a real party person. No kids, pretty wild type, an actress so attractive too. They used to take recreational drugs together as did a couple of his exes. His comments were that they were a bit crazy. Im the first parent he has ever dated.
I just feel so boring in comparison - like a tired mum! Can someone shake sense into me. Who knows whether the relationship will last but i hate that i feel a bit shit about this. That i dont take drugs or drink or smoke, that i have a saggy mum tum and boobs.