How are you doing?
I've noticed a lot of these threads recently, mostly relating to people who've met through OLD - I started a thread myself about being breadcrumbed - how are you all feeling?
It's been a week and most of the time, I'm feeling much better, but I still sometimes still feel annoyed - both at myself and him. At him for obvious reasons: stringing me along, letting me down, leaving me wondering, then reeling me back in and at myself for falling for this shit. I'm also feeling hurt that someone would do this to me, and again I'm annoyed at myself, because I know it's his problem and he's not worthy of my emotion, but I can't help but feel undermined somehow and I really don't like it. I also keep ruminating of the fake version of himself that he presentated and feeling let down that this wasn't real at all.
It's all so pointless and stupid and it's making me dislike myself, and yet I can't fully let go of it all yet.
Anyone else?