Bisexual with thoughts

[DoIhavegreeneyes]

After ex-husband's stupidity and divorce. I started dating women. Just as friends then more involved and a very serious relationship. For the last few months I have been dating a man.
We are getting quite serious, I like him a great deal. We visit each other but we are keeping our own homes. If I settle down with anyone it could be him without any hardship. He is kind and thoughtful, very sorted for money, and drinks less than me. 😊
Here is the complication, I still keep thinking about women, not a particular one just in general, as an idea.
Have any of you who came to gay from straight after a marriage tried to go back to men? Did it work? Any comments?

To reply to myself. I have decided that I have no future with this new man. Safe and sensible as he would be; he is just not exciting.
I met a woman recently and we had a drink together last night, meeting again on Sunday for a walk. That will give us a chance to talk.
It would seem that I can't go back to being straight.

Do you want to? I know that sounds flippant, but it's a serious question.

@mauvish , Thanks, it is not flippant, it is simple but it is difficult to answer because I was not sure if I wanted new man or to be straight. Which was more important IYSWIM?
He liked me and I really liked him, kind and thoughtful etc all the things one wants. Sex with a man for the first time in about 5 years was another attraction.
Any comments?

@mauvish Went for a walk yesterday and back to my place for tea and biscuits. We got on well together and although she has no experience of a female relationship is not averse to the idea of a women lover. We left that idea open.
It was definitely right for me to put off the 'sensible' man and take a risk.