The past year has been rocky - but I never thought it would come to this. He has completely dropped me and our children. Very very little effort with our toddler and 0 acknowledgment regarding new baby.
I feel incredibly lonely. I’m 31 weeks and I’m tired, uncomfortable and my self esteem is at an all time low whilst ex is waltzing about like no care in the world, going gym and out a lot etc… I feel like I am “stuck” because I am pregnant and he knows this. He knows I can’t go out like he can so it feels like a real big kick in the teeth how he can just act like we didn’t even exist!
it’s been 2 months and I cannot shift this sadness and loneliness. I’ve talked to family/close friends but I can only say so much.. when will I feel better ☹️