Fell in love a year ago. First time in over a decade. Felt so special. He majorly freaked out and ended it. It took me a while to get over him. I'm probably still not over him. It was proper heartbreak. After two months, he said he missed me and regretted the break up, but I didn't entertain him as he'd hurt me so much. Anyway, we have exchanged a few msgs here and there, but not much. It's all very distant. Tonight he has msged to say he is moving away for a job (only 1-2 hours away) in a few months. Not sure why he's told me. We haven't seen each other since the break up six month ago. He currently lives 7 minutes from my place. It has crushed me and I am feeling grief all over again.