Just being silly, but need to vent.
DH hoping to move elderly parents nearby. He’s talked nonstop about it all day and tonight we went to see a house. It wasn’t great so I suppose he’s a bit disappointed. I’m a bit sad as I miss my mum and am aware that when she was alive it was always so difficult to visit her (abroad) there was always a DH reason I couldn’t go. So I guess I’m a bit conflicted emotionally.
We get in and DS 16, is moaning again, it’s all he does. I am concerned he’s bored, miserable, whatever since his sister 18, moved out. this time it was about the dinner I’d cooked - it did look very white for aloo gobi,! I thought I said reasonably, add yoghurt and herbs or get toast or a (homemade) sausage roll if you don’t like it.’ DH suddenly snapped, in front of DS and told me I’d been moody all day. And something, can’t remember but remember feeling it was a bit of an ott. Reaction. I was embarrassed and said,‘that’s a bit strong’ as I don’t like feeling humiliated in front of son. Also wasn’t aware I’d been moody. Bored of talking about this house maybe.
We ate dinner and DS scarpered. I sighed when I was in the kitchen - just because it all needs cleaning away, and from the living room I hear some grumbling about me sighing, and then DH told me to ‘fuck off’. I go back into the living room to say something and he’s scrolling and talking about the house as if nothings happened. He said thanks for tea, which I said you’re welcome and he’s stomped off upstairs. I’m so confused. It’s silly in the grand scheme of things, but I just feel it’s unfair. I don’t merit that kind of reaction.
miss my mum.