NC for this.. so been with my husband 15 years 3 kids together he has a past of cheating and lies so we've been married 3 years a month after getting married I found him on a dating site and messaging multiple women on Instagram and snap chat (we don't have social media)I moved out the family home with three children and lived at my parents with them but I had to move 1 hour away from my sons school so he had to be taken out of school (sorry in rambling) anyway we split up for a good few months and then he promised me he has changed and he would give me the world blah blah blah, Last year was pretty tough I had a miscarriage then my DU and DN sadly passed away a month of one another he was amazing supporting me and everything else until my friend has found him back on Instagram liking another girls pictures anyway my friend has messaged this girl and said like what has he been saying to her which it's nothing bad talking about food but I feel so angry and tbh it just makes me feel sick and shaky thinking he's cheating again I don't even know what I want out of this post!