Recently found out my boyfriend was cheating on me, over months, with different women - found evidence after having suspicions for weeks, which he gaslighted me over and tried to paint me as being paranoid.
I have obviously binned him but currently I feel like I’ll never move on from this mentally. I can’t stop thinking about it - every time I had a suspicion which he tried to blag away, I was completely right. I can’t believe someone I trusted could put me through all of this.
I am no contact with him permanently and trying to get on with my life, but does anyone have any practical advice for how to let it go and stop feeling so incredibly bitter? I’m struggling to move on, and finding it really hard to be productive at work. Everything feels pointless.
I have sat around for weeks being really upset, even over Christmas, while he has swanned off. He didn’t even bother giving me a proper apology when he realised I had evidence and he couldn’t lie his way out of it. It’s honestly been the worst thing I have gone through in my entire life.