Hi all.
I moved back in with sons dad in May, after 18 months apart. I felt it was right thing to do. However, I just feel unhappy, like I was happier alone with my boy. He hasn’t done anything in particular for me to feel this way, I just don’t want to be in a relationship, having to answer to anyone, consider his feelings. Selfish I know. I think I’ve been trying to pretend tbh. Am I a bitch for telling him it’s over without any proper reason? Knowing he’ll beg and plead when I do. Actually I don’t think I ever want to be in a relationship again if I’m honest with myself.