I want to go away in January, I have a four month old baby boy and it will be just me and him.
I've had quite a year which all began in June. We received some news that our baby who was unborn at the time was measuring small the femur was on the 5th centile and was a marker that they use. Abnormalities and Down syndrome was discussed to me and my husband. We left both very confused and frightened for our unborn child's health. That evening we had an argument and I left to stay with my friend for the evening.
I ended up staying for 3 days at my friends and on the third day I learnt that my husband had left the country, he went to Thailand without even letting me know. I was 30 weeks pregnant at the time, he took our wedding money which friends and family members contributed towards. Slept with a sex worker, spent all our money then came home.
Then on Boxing Day my husband decided to bite my face during an episode of exchanged words. We were both saying horrible things nothing nasty just stupid stuff like "Leave me alone I'm honestly tired of your constant mood changes." Then he went on to say something like I'm tired of you...then I said well you know what to do. Then he just jumped on me, (I was in bed) held my face and bit my cheek.
We haven't spoken since then, he left the home I have no idea where he is and quite frankly I don't care.
What I do care about is my mental state and caring for a new born. I want to go away with my little boy for a week, I've just never traveled anywhere alone with a baby. I'm looking at holidays and some are in Turkey and Morocco. I'm a little worried to be seen as a woman on her own with a baby. Ideally I'd like somewhere hot a nice family run place where me and my son can enjoy some time, go swimming and just get away from everything for a bit.