@Fatherofan18
You deserve a lot better than this,
the question you should be asking yourself is why have i accepted such a selfish emotionally abusive partner as this for so long?
She compares you to other men her exs,
your self esteem is at rock bottom in tatters allready,
hardly susprisely with the kind of shit you have been through at your most vunerable stage of life,
She makes out all men are sex maniacs, they aren't all like that,
she hasn't got the emotional maturity to be in a intimate relationship in first place, she just thinks she has,
being in a relationship to her it seems is all about the physical mechanism of sex that's it essentially for her,
if she was male you would see it, for what it really is
your relationship,
it's like you need to be a sex robot 🤖 to keep this one happy,
Do yourself a favour mate, get away from her for good,
your human being with all the range of emotions and feelings that goes with that, not an Ann Summer's dildo sex toy,
i amagine that under the surface you must feel quite used, cause of the way she mistreats you emotionally,
she sounds like pretty high maintenence, hard work to be around with or live with too.
If you stay with her much longer resentment will start to creep in to how you feel about her,
the rot of resentment has allready seeping in emotionally on her part,
she is not a good partner at all,
everything is about me , myself and I with her ,
i would strongly advise you to seek good therapy that specifically addresses the issues of childhood sexual abuse in a senistive manner...