Miss my friend

[Poundshop]

We fell out a couple of years ago.

She got very hurt and upset by something she thought I did but didn't.

I have tried to convince her that I didn't do what she thinks I did, but she doesn't believe me.

Recently, I contacted her to try and make amends, but she replied asking me not to contact me again.

She has been so kind to me and I miss her.

I just need to let this out...

How do I recover from the loss of a precious friendship?

Friendship of 30 years, totally involved with her family, godmother to her girls, she thought I did something .... I didn't.

Tried to speak to her, she didn't want to know, wouldn't even give me the opportunity to tell her I did nothing wrong, she didn't want to hear it.

Found out a few home truths about our past, found out she betrayed me years ago.

My only regret is not ending the friendship sooner. When I step back I see that we had nothing in common, she was judgemental and always had an opinion on me. She never genuinely loved me, had not much interest in my family and we were friends out of habit.

I don't miss her one bit, just pees me off sometimes that her friends probably believe I did something I didn't ..

Is what it is, I know the truth.

Thank you all