Just that really?
my ex who is married whom i have met out very occasionally, mentioning words like fancying me, us having a connection, declaring that he used to love me one time in front of the locals in a pub on a night out etc (we never went out together just kissed a few times when younger) but at the same time has never initiated any contact with me on phone or whatever which is obviously a no brainer. Just friends on FB. We kissed last xmas eve which was a mistake after him ultimately persuing me no end on the night in question but he seemed all for meeting up again (no swapping numbers) both of us gone cold with no contact about same because we are both married. Im not gonna lie I would like to discuss what happened to kinda have closure as he lives over road from my homeplace and I know we will meet again at some point casually.
How does it get to this point? Is it purely drink. If you are sober and carry on how come everything seems like a lie then really?