Sorry it's long. So my wife n I have been separated almost 2 years. We have a now 5 yo. 8 months ago she crashed her car and came to stay here. However she sleeps in the living room cuz she told me she doesnt want to b together and honestly I would rather her here then somewhere else idc if she sleeps with me or not. We co parent well. She isnt receptive to my compliments but we get alot great. Fast forward to 3 weeks ago. My bday went well she was very sweet n made me breakfast. Since then she's been given me that I like u look. But I didnt wanna make her feel uncomfortable so I felt it was just me. Then a couple days later she comes to my room and asks if I feel differently kinda like hormones are different, I said not really n she just was like ok idk y I'm asking n left. I texted her iv always been attractive to her n latly it seems more so so maybe is the guist. I asked if if she needs something anytime like food, to b held, ect not expecting anything cuz she doesnt like to be touched and she said she wanted to b held latly so I told her I'd love to but she has to help me with timing cuz I dont wanna shy her away. After a few days n yes i gave her long hugs she suddenly started warming up to me. Laying on me asking for back runs ect. Pg 13 stuff. Then sun night she asked if we could watch a movie after our kid went to bed. She NEVER asks for alone time with me so I hopped on it. N I held her a lil n that was it. That note she came to my room n we hung out in the dark. Talked, slow danced to no music. When she would get close she would say this feels wierd n would take a step back. Then would cry n tell me how we cant be together. She said I'll never change and she wont forget what iv done., I used to be grumpy all the time after work in customer service so we argued alot. That was it... I just said I was sorry for all that and I did change. She told me her plan tonite was to watch an adult movie n sex. Mind u we havnt had sex in over 2 years and we r mormon so adult movie is off cuz she wont even watch a sex scene I think a regular movie so in are time separated I think she changed a bit idk.This went on for an hr then we cuddled up again. Then she left the room after again crying how we cant be together n shes only here cuz she has no where else to go. The whole time I was sympathetic and tried to explain I understand n I'm just happy to have her here even if shes in the next room. She stormed out crying then came back 5 min later relaxed or atleast calmed down. Then started demanding me in an erotic way. Yadda yadda sex. But pleasing her not me. Wierd cuz she is answeet girl 24 7. So this was off n new. I'm this new moment she talked bad to mr how I'm a bad person. After that yadda yadda... she layed down n she used my arm as a pillow. A kept asking me not to make it wierd tomorrow cuz this will never happen again and I cant hold her or touch her when ever I feel like it. I was just happy to sleep near my wife again tbh. Now here's the issue. I love her. More then any girl. I'm trying to not make it wierd but after work I usually go to bed, I work graveyard, but I been staying up to when our daughter goes to school. Yes to see my wife to. I can tell its bugs her. Cuz she asked why I'm up the past couple days n I just say I cant sleepbut I'm sure she knows y. Should I just take this as a hey I broke a wall now leave it alone a little bit or what . Just go back to my old routine again? cuz it's been a while since iv been infatuated by her but any advice so I dont mess this up would be great