No judgement please...
Been talking to a guy for a few weeks and had planned to go on a date but had been struggling to find time we were both free. I was out with friends on Saturday night and bumped into him - long story short I ended up getting completely drunk (a combination of not enough food, playing 'catch up' with the others and it being a traumatic time of year historically). And he ended up at mine.
The only recollections I have are him sitting on the sofa with a drink (I know he went out into the garden for a cigarette as the packet is there). I don't think he even came upstairs but I have this niggling feeling that something might have happened - although no 'evidence' as it were. He left and went back out to meet his friends, he messaged me when he was on his way back into town and that was 11pm. I don't even know if we properly kissed!
I've spoken to him briefly and he was really hungover yesterday and said 'you were a bit drunk and laughed' - I've apologised about the state of me but I feel embarrassed that I might have to ask him if something happened?! I also tried to call the whole thing off due to being so embarrassed but now I wish I hadn't as I'd actually really like to start things over and properly this time.
Just Monday morning anxieties I think but I guess I feel better for writing it down.