OK, hi new to this venting ,right so will start ive been with my partner for 22 years we have 7 kids ,so he knows me .haloween is always special to me best holiday and have always msdd it special for my kids . I had given birth 6 years ago to my 6th child .but sadly lost a very special family hold me together gran 4 years ago .
So I try to make a birthday slatch death special. Its been hard to do haloween and feel like I lost some vibe .but muddled on as you do for kids and make it doecial for them wd have Bern really struggling with being able to afford makeing all our props and decorations over the last few years so this year I haven't mentioned haloween to my partner about getting decorations down and planning haloween .but my older kids have noticed and questioned my enthusiasm. I mentioned to my partner tonight that all the haloween in the house is quite sad kids have been asking .and his reply us I've been busy haven't thought a out it .
I'm outraged as we celebrate haloween more than x.as in thus house how can you be like that .I lost a special person in my life and gave birth on this day. He knows how much this day always means to me and he's like I've been busy .like WTF .