Hello iv just got back with my dh and feel like iv made a mistake and can't shake the feeling .... cut long story we short we been together 13 years and he was a binge drinker we 4 children together we have been separated for 10 weeks he promises he change and going to keep it that way stayed 2 weeks ago for 2 nights with children to see there dad and cried as soon as I walked through our house door as I didn't want to be there them somehow he managed to talk me into comming home now im back at home with him and I feel like I don't want to be here I live 200 miles from my family where iv been staying for 10 weeks and I miss my family so much I get to see them when the children break up from school usually it's been paradise being with them I love my dh but I feel like that's not enough to keep me with him anymore I want to be with my family I'm waiting for him to slip up and drink so I can leave again and I know I shouldn't be thinking like this if I wanted to be with him can anybody give me some advice please and my dh wouldn't move nere them as he don't get along with them