Hi there! So I want to ask for advice
i met my bf 6 years ago and the relationship was beautiful but 3 years down the line I noticed that we didn’t spend much time together (and maybe his lack of interest) (when I was in the hospital he visited me only once and was there for 1 hour) so naturally I wanted to save the relationship- I suggested to rent a flat and move in - he agreed… couple month after he said the he doesn’t want me that much in intimate way, ofc I cried, he apologised and after that s*x actually was good. Then we got separated because of political situation in our country so I left it for two month, we still talked to each other every day, when I got back I still wanted to live together so I found a different flat and we moved in. He was happy with that, but a month later I took his phone… and u know, he was talking to another girl, of how he would take her on the trip, he would send her his photos to show how cool he looked and so on.. I confronted him about that the next day, but I didn’t say that I saw his texts, he deleted some of the info and pics to show me that it was “nothing serious” and he promised to bring back my trust… a year into it, we were having a serious conversation- and he said this: “you love me more that I love you, I don’t feel that I played the field enough, I want other girl more that you, you won’t find anyone better than me, but I would be pissed if you start dating sb else, I want to be responsible only for myself, I didn’t want you a few days after you were sick because it would upset me, I will love you forever”
so, what can I do in this situation, because I love him, but all his words just killed me