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I want to tell him I miss him badly

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chocolateaddict231 · 29/09/2023 18:13

Hi, happy Friday!
I broke up with a man in May because I wasn't 100% happy and didn't see him changing but getting over him has been so much harder than expected. I was strong with him at the time and told him I felt taken for granted/didn't want to hear from him etc but now I can't get past my attachment to him, compare every guy I've dated since to him.
He texted me a few days ago about something pretty random and I nearly jumped down the phone to reply. I tried to keep the chat going but he stopped replying after a while.
I understand it seems confusing for him for me to say I don't want to hear from you and then try be in touch but I really do love him and think I'm really disappointed that it didn't work out. I want to text him and explain and see if he's missing me as much......pointless? Confusing for us both?

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Captainfairylights · 29/09/2023 18:21

Perhaps he is interested if he got in touch? I think you owe it to him to be absolutely upfront. I don't think this is time for flirting, when you rejected him. If you miss him, I think you have to say so, pure and simple. Simply that. 'I miss you. When you texted the other day I realised how much. Can we talk?' You also need to be really sure because it is dishonourable to dig someone up only to drop them again. Good luck OP. Missing people is hard.

Thisisworsethananticpated · 29/09/2023 18:28

Well you have nothing to lose by being honest

however be 100% prepared for the risk he hasn’t changed
or that he doesn’t feel the same

but at the same time it’s worth being honest to know where you stand

and if it doesn’t work ? You need to go no contact
and maybe be single for a while if NOONE matches up to him x

SofiYol · 29/09/2023 18:33

What weren’t you happy with originally?

chocolateaddict231 · 29/09/2023 18:34

We've been in touch a little since the break up but it was somewhat tense because of some anger in me. I can't be sure he's changed but I find myself always wanting to know about his day etc. I'm just really worried ill tell him I miss him but won't trust him enough to get back together and will have messed him around

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K8ate · 29/09/2023 18:36

Don’t play any games is my advice.
You admit that you messed up - none of us are perfect.
You sounded pretty harsh when you ended the relationship and he respected your wishes to leave you alone.
Just tell him straight how you feel and be honest.
Don’t make him play a guessing game or make him have to try and read between the lines.
You may have to accept that you have hurt him too badly and he won’t be prepared to risk any more hurt.

chocolateaddict231 · 29/09/2023 18:36

I wasn't happy originally because I found a verification code for a dating app on his phone and generally found myself not a priority to him. I think when I ended it he got a kick up the bum though...

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SofiYol · 29/09/2023 18:38

chocolateaddict231 · 29/09/2023 18:36

I wasn't happy originally because I found a verification code for a dating app on his phone and generally found myself not a priority to him. I think when I ended it he got a kick up the bum though...

No OP.

Your pining for who you thought he was. He didn’t prioritise you and was likely cheating on you. Men like him don’t change. It’s better to be single than in a “relationship” like that.

Ollifer · 29/09/2023 18:45

Sounds like he was cheating. Don't bother going back op

Lovemusic82 · 29/09/2023 18:45

You dumped him for a reason, people do not change. Cut all contact with him, the fact you still talk to him is making it harder to move on.

Olika · 29/09/2023 18:54

You broke up with him for reasons so I wouldn't try again.

L0bstersLass · 29/09/2023 19:38

chocolateaddict231 · 29/09/2023 18:36

I wasn't happy originally because I found a verification code for a dating app on his phone and generally found myself not a priority to him. I think when I ended it he got a kick up the bum though...

What on earth makes you think that?

chocolateaddict231 · 29/09/2023 19:53

I think that because he broke down a few weeks later apologising and he's been going to therapy (not just for this, many reasons). The good side of him is so wonderful and we had great chemistry so I just want to tell him I miss him

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HopeFloatsAbove · 30/09/2023 10:09

In my experience a man gets in contact for two reasons, if he texated late at night, its bootie call, of he texted a random rhing, rhen it dropped off again, he is just checking if he still has hold on you even if he doesn't want you, all for the ego.

If you tell him, what would be different tgis time?

He clearly didn't respect you the first time, dating app scenario, so why do you think you deserve ao little?

UnicornsExst · 30/09/2023 13:44

Let me tell you a story.

I dated a guy like this. He was clearly really keen, but I felt a spider sense he wasn't all in. He never made me feel He wasn't besotted, it was more that I felt he wasn't introducing me to family and prioritising weekend plans. After six months dating - I didn't feel like "a couple".

So I ended it.

I missed him a lot, but didn't say anything as I knew he'd shown red flags for not being committed and I didn't want to be messed around.

A few months later, he messaged me and he sounded so sad. He said he missed me. He said he'd been to a big work function and kept thinking how much he wished I were there because his colleagues would have loved me.

So I agreed to meet him.

We clamoured for each other like a bloody romantic com. It was so electric and I had this absolute feeling in my bones we were meant to be together. So we got back together.

He made some changes from there on. Spent every weekend with me. Showed up to family events. He was a pretty great boyfriend. But there was still a weird feeling in my stomach because by the time we got to the two year mark I still felt like he wasn't fully all in.

Around the time I was ready to move in together, he announced that he'd been offered a job in New York on a three year contract. I was gutted that he'd even applied without telling me.

He told me it was too great an opportunity to turn down, and off he went. But he kept writing. He wrote pretty much every day and there were plans to visit and flights booked which were unfortunately scuppered by covid breaking out a week before he was due to visit.

He started to ask if I would move out and join him. It was agreed I would around the two year mark bit visiting was close to impossible with the travel bans.

Then I noticed some odd goings on with some woman on Facebook and super sleuths and to cut a long story short it turned out he'd been seeing someone else in New York :(

I remember feeling mostly angry with myself, because I'd ignored so many red flags. He was a commitment phobe. I even think moving to New York was actually about avoiding getting to intimate with me.

As for the ending of the story, he quit his job and moved home and we are together now. He's clearly devoted and almost losing me changed him completely. But he's still got issues.

The point I'm making is that our intuition doesn't usually lie. I ignored mine and ended up with a world of pain.

I do think I'm "the one" for him, I don't think any man has ever been more besotted and devoted than he is now, but God it hurt when he put me through four years of confusion and getting dicked about.

VeridicalVagabond · 30/09/2023 13:49

Don't do it OP. You broke up because he cheated on you or was trying to. That will be a thorn in the remainder of any relationship you have with him, even if he's changed and gotten better.

In my view, once a cheater always a cheater means once someone has cheated in a relationship, they will always be a cheater in that relationship. You get back with him you'll always be with the guy who cheated on you, or wanted to. No matter how much he's changed. No matter what he's achieved in therapy. He might not be a cheater in his next relationship, but in yours he always will be, even if he never cheats or tries to again.

You weren't married , you have no kids, you have no responsibilities to eachother that would make it worth the mental energy it takes to get over that and repair things for a relationship where you weren't happy anyway.

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