My head is completely all over the place at the moment.
I've been with my fiance for 8 years in January & we have even engaged for 3 years this December.
We have a gorgeous little girl who is 2 and we both adore her. Up until the beginning of this year I'd say I was just sort of plodding along with my life with no real worries. I have a degree and started my career as I was pregnant with my daughter and everything seemed to be fine. However, lately I've been feeling I'm in abit of a rut and I feel so selfish for saying this because I couldn't ask for a better life. We don't yet own our house and finances could be better but I wouldn't say its the end of the world.
I just have this urge to go off and go travelling or just do something more with my life. I dont know what though ?
Also just to add to this problem. A good friend of mine who I've literally known for 15 years told me he liked me last April. Since then we've spoke more and more to the point where I've somehow developed feelings for him. He's told me he wouldn't be after anything serious at the moment because he wants to travel (not that i would either!) but I just cant get him out of my mind. He's the guy I've always wondered about. We've always gotten on and have similar interests.
My head has literally done a 360 and now I'm questioning absolutely everything.
My life, my fiance, my job, what the hell I'm even doing.
Please no hate. I havent cheated on my fiance and I wouldn't I'm just questioning everything at the moment. Its getting me down and making me feel so anxious.