I put up a post the other day basically partner has been caught messaging other women again. We’ve been together 10 years and he’s spoke to Atleast 3 women a year for the last 6 years. Why I’ve taken him back everytime I don’t know 🤷🏻♀️ maybe because he said it was my fault and I believed him who knows. Now he hasn’t been truthful this time at all like with the others but I’ve asked him to prove it and he won’t again like normal. Thing is I’ve spoke to the women in question (he doesn’t know) and she told me he’s text her earlier telling her not to say a word. She knew about us (I was pregnant throughout most of their talking time) I was very paranoid as we’d suffered a loss and he wasn’t there for me but he was there for her and she had bad mh too. Anyway, he’s protesting he’s so innocent and was nothing untoward but I don’t buy it. So what I’m asking is…im done like I’m not doing this my whole life BUT how to be done if you know what I mean. How to get the strength to actually leave like i read something saying you won’t leave until you love yourself more than him…I don’t love myself so I’m scared. I’m insecure I lack confidence and this I blame for me not being able to leave…ladies please help me please give me the strength I desperately need