My (ex) partner is a wonderful and troubled man. He's taught me to love like I never thought possible and to hurt like I never imagined.
He has let me down a great deal with life choices and over time, the damage done, as well as the lack of ability to learn from it, meant the damage to me became catastrophic.
I have seperated from him, and despite it breaking my heart, I don't feel able to continue in the relationship with someone who harms me emotionally and can't learn to do differently.
Mostly because I started to get really angry as resentment grew and that anger changed me into someone else. I have said mean things and slammed doors and I don't want to be angry with someone I love.
I am trying to get on, and cope with grieving (it's like losing a limb) but I'm consumed with worry and guilt.
I'm really all he has in the world (I mentioned he is troubled) and he's not coping well with me leaving. I haven't blocked him because I feel terrible, but he's not really accepting it's over.
I know I should block him but he's all alone in the world and I feel sick. He's my family.
I just need to know what to do.