How to heal from babies dad when we have a newborn together

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I'm really struggling mentally being in contact with my 6 week old babies dad. He did me so wrong. We were together and he cheated when I was pregnant and left me for his ex baby mom and they're still in a relationship now playing happy families together.It kills me seeing him and I'm suffering with post natal depression . I feel like I'm stuck in a rut.Can anyone give any tips or experienced similar to this because I don't know how to continue when I still have feelings for him and trying to heal from how much he's hurt me. I'm a first time mom and struggling but seeing him or speaking to him is making me so much worse. He comes round to see our son and everytime I break down - it's the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with

Oh that is so cruel. I found out when my baby was 18 months that DH was having an affair when I was pregnant. It is so hard but I suppose I’m glad I didn’t find out in those first few months because they are tough. You will get through this and will come out so much stronger x

I know this is old now but I just wanted to stop and give you a virtual hug ... I'm been going thru the same thing also have pnd and its the worst thing I have ever experienced one saving grace for me is that he doesn't see his daughter just rings and abuses me every so often. He is now blocked and I'm doing no contact I need to do this so I can get better for my baby and my son otherwise I will keep getting suvked in and the circle will continue... I hope your situation is better now tho lots of love xx