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Can you refind love

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Beargrumps22 · 14/09/2023 13:13

My oh and me have been together 8 years first 5 good just few ups and downs like all couples but last 3 have been really hard. I dont want to put it all down as i dont want to have opinions on staying or leaving for reasons i shall come to. But the problems have been mainly on oh side including bereavement father very ill in nursing home family estrangement and health issues.
For 3 years all this has been going on with my not very good mh breaking a few times
Life has at times seem to be all rows recriminations and ill be honest some dv him to me.
I do know dv relationships in the past but before meeting oh i was on my iwn for 5 years. Ive thought about leaving but would firstly need to save money for a place and 2ndly we run a business between us he has put most money in and i do day to dayrunning as its just starting to show profits it would be a shame to now shut after 3 years of investment and hardwork.
Sayin all that last night i dont know what shit is in his head that has made him change so much i know he wont admit anything or get help but ive done what i can im stepping back and any more crap im gone money or no money for a place.
Thing is even if he plays ball and things at least calm down can love resurface. I feel in some ways ive already checked out but in others i want us to get back to something good so can love come back? Or is it just buried?

OP posts:
Beargrumps22 · 14/09/2023 16:03

anyone commenting?

OP posts:
Purplesparkler · 14/09/2023 20:38

It's a question I have also grappled with. I've been with my DH for years and we have two dc. He has had mental health problems throughout, we have had a lot of other pressures including dc with special needs, family bereavements, job stressors. He has also been emotionally abusive throughout our relationship - I am not perfect either and at the beginning of our relationship was very insecure and got upset easily about things. I've really worked on myself, been to counselling etc and feel a lot stronger and more balanced now.

The problem is, after all the things we went through I feel we are both a bit burnt out. I would have still liked to be close with him and feel like i do still love him, but my DH has told me that he doesn't love me in that way anymore - I think he sees me more as a sibling. He still wants to stay together for the kids, but I just can't, knowing that he doesn't really love me as a wife.

It's really sad but I'm thinking of leaving. So I think love could potentially come back in a relationship, but then again, if someone feels that things are too far gone, it probably won't.

I relate to what you are saying about money, if I leave, financially its going to be so tough. But I think we have to ask ourselves if we can really stay in these situations long term, even if we are financially better off is it worth it?

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