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I feel guilty. I don’t know if I should.

17 replies

Asdfghjkl12 · 10/09/2023 16:54

When me (25F) and my boyfriend (30M) got together, he’d been out of work for a while, and in and out of jobs before that. He had a really shit 5 years; death of close relative, his mums cancer diagnosis, the breakdown of his first relationship. I suspect he’s got major depression.

He blames his unemployment on his body, he has had an MRI and does indeed have lots of ruptured discs in his back. He does get disability allowance, but he pays absolutely 0 of the bills and sporadically will give me £100. I think this has happened 3 times throughout the year we have been together.

Although he gets disability allowance, I just don’t believe this is the reason he isn’t working. He complains of muscle tightness throughout his body, and obsessively researches trying to find out what he thinks is wrong with him despite the doctor telling him to do abdominal exercises to balance his disc problems. He also paid for a private physio treatment plan, yet doesn’t agree with the exercises she prescribed. He is convinced his hip has serious damage, despite periods of happiness between us with no complaints and saying “it’s better I’m going to find a job” then things between us go to shit and suddenly he’s broken beyond repair with no hope again. Multiple physios have told him there’s nothing wrong with his hip. He genuinely does not listen to anybody. I could help him with basics at least as I have studied posture, strength and conditioning etc at college, yet he never listens to anything I say and always has an excuse as to why it won’t work, without even trying it.

He has literally told me in the past that he can in fact work, but whenever I bring him getting a job up he will ramp up the bodily complaints, but I just don’t believe him. I can feel it in my gut due to his tone of voice, and what he does actually say about it.

So I have been supporting this grown man for one year. I’m a student with a part time job, and this summer the only income I’ve had is my wages. There have been times where we’ve had zero money, I dumped him recently because he spent £130 in two days then £40 he got from cleaning for his sister ‘disappeared’…, note he has gone to the bookies in the past and spent our remaining money hoping to get lucky. :)

I have told him if he doesn’t get a job in the next few weeks, we aren’t going to work. I have been discontinued from my uni course, at least partially because of his drinking and consistently inconsiderate behaviours, although it is not all his fault with my course. I need to pick sorting my life out and a bright future, or him.

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pythongreenporsche · 10/09/2023 16:56

Dump him. He's too unwell to work but can drink and gamble. He's a classic cocklodger and he's never going to change

Hiddenvoice · 10/09/2023 16:57

It seems like he’s not really wanting anything to change. Yes he’s had a really rough time of it but this would spur some people on to want more from their own life.

Whatever happened to your uni course is really down to you but I can understand you’re under pressure.

I think you need to ask yourself if you’re happy? Is this the life you want? Begging him to change and constantly giving him ultimatums? If he does get a job do you think he’ll stick at it?

Overall you’ve not been together very long and things seems really tough. It might be better to just take a much longer break and reevaluate it in a month or two. You probably won’t miss him in your life.

Hermittrismegistus · 10/09/2023 16:58

I have no idea why you've stayed with him so long. I couldn't put up with a week of that crap.

Bin him and move on with your life.

Saturdaygirl01 · 10/09/2023 16:59

Well you said it yourself in your last sentence.

I don’t know why you are even living together when he can’t contribute a thing.

I can’t see him suddenly deciding to work for a living can you? And the fact you don’t even actually believe him, well, how can you support him?

AttilaTheMeerkat · 10/09/2023 17:01

Choose your own self and get rid of this man. Do not kick the can down the road by delaying your departure in the next few weeks. He has gambling and well as alcohol issues and you cannot rescue and or save someone like this. You’ve already lost your uni course, how much more are you going to lose until you decide that you have finally had enough?.

Your boundaries, perhaps already skewed by poor life experiences, are being further eroded by this man now. Get counselling for your own self going forward so you can spot potential red flags far earlier.

saltrocking · 10/09/2023 17:01

I have degenerative disc disease. I also have a neurological disorder. It ended my career. So I retrained in a career that I could manage. Your bf is taking this puss

ShouldGoToBed · 10/09/2023 17:02

Dump! He’s a vampire!

junebirthdaygirl · 10/09/2023 17:02

You are young and have a whole future ahead of you with a decent man who will pay his way. And it's not this dosser. Don't even bother saying it's about the job as he will probably make a feeble effort to find one. It's just you both have different values. And he adds nothing to your life.

Oldthyme · 10/09/2023 17:03

Oh for goodness sake! Dump him.
You’re wasting your time/life.
Next!

(Sorry don’t mean to be harsh but life’s too short.)

SeulementUneFois · 10/09/2023 17:04

Dump him.
He's been taking advantage of you.

Houseplantmad · 10/09/2023 17:09

You’re too young to be saddled with this nonsense (not that anyone at any age should be saddled with such a man) so dump and run soonest.

Asdfghjkl12 · 24/09/2023 14:37

Thanks everyone x

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DynamicK · 24/09/2023 14:42
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AFieldGuideToTrees · 24/09/2023 14:45

Get rid, OP. There is zero point being with someone who won't help themselves.

paulinewalnuts · 24/09/2023 15:26

Wtf? Why is he living with you? Get him out of your house!

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Whatthefack · 24/02/2024 10:55

I have prolapsed discs, fractured vertebrae and osteoarthritis

I still work. And my work is very physically demanding. But I take regular breaks, do physio, take meds and had cortisone injections a couple of months ago. Anything to still keep myself working.

It's hard working with these problems, but it's not totally debilitating and it doesn't render me too disabled to work. If my physical job gets too much, I'll look for a job that's less physical.

Your bf is a lazy scrounging cocklodger. Sorry.

Dump him. Stop letting him use you.

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