I’m finding it really hard to end it and I don’t no why msg this guy few years ago there’s been countless msg to other woman and he’s even msg ex to meet up and ended up sleeping with her he fin me so he could do this then I got sent all the msg he sent her things like he enjoyed been with her and he loves spending time with her she said she didn’t want a relationship and then a few days later he got I touch with me I didn’t no all this when I took him Bach but found out short time later I took him Bach as I loved him stupid yes then other things go on he’s short tempered, and sided with any one over me his friends gf accused me and his friend of something going on ovs it wasn’t it was juys becuae I spoke to him on a job he was at with my partner there she blew it all up and rather than taking my side as was nothing there he questioned me to is it true the girl made up countless lies and his friend for him to fin me and caused loads of trouble some how I got the blame over nothing and he still talks to this friend and her while now none of his friends speak to me! Everything is my fault or I’m a c@@@ or anything else he can say I supose I’m saying he doesn’t have my back in any situation where as I would side with my partner no dowt, at all, if we go out he kicks off over something petty gets nasty and apologises the next day. We recently went away I had to pay my part of the holiday which I don’t mind ovs but a girl he was seeing before the one he went back and slept with he paid for a full holiday for her and her 4 Childen and all spending money and clothes, I’m not been petty I don’t mind paying my way at all but feels like he paid for her as he thought more about her he paid for expensive hotels nights away, yet if we go I pay and food drinks he does pay sometimes don’t get me wrong but he will make me feel a bit like I’m taking off him and all I hear about, after what he’s shelled out! I’ve never heard him say a bad word about her yet he’s slagged me to ground when we have a tiff to everyone and any one who listens! He says he loves me all time and don’t leave him but I don’t feel valued or respected and I only stay as he says that but now I feel I want to get out