Its mummoomin here, or the poster previously known as...I changed my name when I realised there was also a moomin on mumsnet...
My husband and I have decided to separate.
After I miscarried the baby, things have gone from bad to worse, and I have had enough blame and recrimination.
Ive asked him to move out by the end of the weekend, and I think we need to separate for a trial 3 month period.
I really dont think he loves me at all. I tried, really tried to tell him how sad I was (and I was sad and still am breaking my heart) over losing the baby, and there was no sympathy or emotion there at all, no attempt to even console me.
I think I need to start to accept that its over, Ive tolerated him, but perhaps not really got on with him or felt wanted in a long while, and I think being alone has to be better than this.
The kids are staying with me, I wont be a moo over access, it would only hurt them anyway...
Oh heavens...Ive no idea how ill cope