Hi, wondering if anyone can offer any advice. My partner had a big birthday this year and since becoming an older age his mental health has really suffered and he keeps saying he isn't the person he once was and he wants to feel himself again. He cheated on me in May and kissed another woman, I saw the texts between them and it was literally only a kiss in the messages he said he wouldn't be leaving me and my little one because we were his life. I really struggled with this whole thing but for the sake of my family I forgave him. His mental health has been even worse since doing it, he said he lost himself and was instant sadness and regret after doing it but when doing it he likes the 'buzz' from it. He's undiagnosed ADHD and bipolar. Unfortunately the woman he kissed works for us and we really can't sack her cause we need the money, and they are still good friends even though they've agreed the kiss meant nothing and they both have families and are committed to their families. I am really struggling with the fact that something could happen again, he's promised and assured me it will never happen again but I'm struggling so much and giving myself panic attacks about it. I really want my family and he is trying but I have this black cloud in my head. I don't know what to do. Not sure even what I'm asking for, maybe just someone to tell me it gets easier? It annoys me that I'm such a weak person. Thanks for reading