I've been in a relationship for 6 years we share a 4 year old and recently we separated for a couple of months my partner moved back in but I am still so unhappy and very depressed. I love him as a father but I have no feelings for intimacy for him. I fancy other people, got close to someone who was a friend during the separation (nothing has happened but I developed feeling) etc.
It's my birthday today and he has spent an absolute fortune on me like so out of the blue as I said I didn't want anything! Now I feel so guilty for feeling this way and feel like I can't get out of the relationship, as when we separated he gave me no space other than when I fell asleep he went to his mothers, he was even here in the morning before I woke.