How can I be a better person? Since I had a baby, 1 year ago, I just feel like I'm always so snappy, irritable and unhappy all the time. I'm so impatient and snappy to my DH and I am rarely affectionate and certainly don't want sex. It doesn't help that I absolutely hate my post baby body, have never felt less attractive and we have no money as I'm only working part time (I'm upping to 3 days next month).
I'm so worried I'm going to lose him, but I just don't feel happy about anything. I am constantly teary and miserable and most likely awful to be around. It's our anniversary next week, and I don't feel like celebrating as it feels we have nothing to celebrate which I know isn't true - it's just everything feels so bleak.
He's a great dad and pulls his weight around the house and I love him so much. I just wish I was like other people: I see them with their kids and families doing normal things and being happy and being able to enjoy life so why can't I?
Does anyone have any advice? I am aware I'm not nice at the moment and would like to be happy and show my DH I love him.