My H and I have been married for 10 years. Last year he walked out of our home with no warning and I haven't seen or spoken to him since. He (and his family) are behaving like absolute monsters, treating me worse than dirt. I honestly can't believe my life has come to this, I am bereft.
In a desperate attempt to feel better I joined a friendship website and have been (very innocently) talking to a guy for the last 3 days.
He is friendly and kind and has been making me smile for the first time in months but the whole time I feel absolutely sick with guilt like I'm cheating on my H. I haven't done anything, and I don't intend to, but I feel so conflicted. Why??