So that’s it, relationship has come to an end.
I am ok.
we don’t live together but have a child together. It’s been tough, it’s a blended family. We both parent differently he has declared he doesn’t want my advice in regards to his first child. That’s fine.. I backed off weeks ago! But since I’ve told him not to expect me to be doing school collections and drop offs in September he’s saying he feels he would be better on his own. I honestly feel like if I’m not good enough to give advice then why am I good enough to be his babysitter??
I feel like I’m a single mum anyways.
However, I am not wanting to share my child! He’s a good dad but I’ve also recently brought up that I feel he drinks too much each evening. He worries me when he puts the kids to bed as he goes into such a deep sleep.
I can’t share my baby. I can’t be without her mummy. What do I do?
we have been messaging tonight. And he said about making arrangements. I’ve told him I want to do mediation. He wont be having baby for sleep overs as I need to process all of this. And I will be applying for cms. I always said I wouldn’t but I actually pay for everything for baby. We have had two nice holidays so I’ve always felt like I should feel like that is enough. Back of my mind I know it wasn’t because come end of the month I’m skint.
I want to cry for the loss of the time with my daughter. He came and picked her up today and I was in tears when they left. I can’t do it. I don’t want her away from me. It wont ever work with us, I don’t want to live in his house (he purchased with his ex) I’m in HA and don’t want to give up my security. I stayed at his for two weeks after baby was born. I couldn’t do no longer. It’s not my home. He wont move he wont compromise. But yet I’m in the wrong because I wont move into his mortgaged house. There is no where for our belongings he just says he will clear out the garage!
Im the one that takes baby there for him to see her despite all I want to be is at home.
I can’t be without my baby. I don’t want him to be taking her on holidays I don’t want another woman around my baby!
what do I do??