My marriage has broken down and I packed up and left with the kids earlier in the year only to come back and give it a chance (in hindsight not the right decision!). All I can think about is trying to make a plan to leave and and to muster up the strength to do it again.
We are going on holiday next week me, husband and kids. The kids are so excited and can't stop talking about it however I just keep thinking about what happens when we get back. I can't get excited and feel like I'm ruining it for them.
I feel so angry at my husband (lots of his behavior i have realised is not ok) so lots of our conversations are tense. I really want to get on board for the kids but I'm struggling!
I need to put it aside for a week for them just not sure how.