I've been seeing my bf a year. We're going great, all heading in the right direction. I am SO insecure when he goes out drinking without me. He's going to a wedding at the weekend and I've been beside myself about it thinking all these lovely women will be there, looking amazing, dancing etc and he'll get his head turned and that'll be me out the window. This is all in my head, as he's never given me any indication he's anything other than smitten with me. I'm dreading the day because I know I'll be shitting myself. I was never like this with exH, despite him being an abusive dick, he actually made me feel like the only woman in the world, so that was potentially his one good point. Don't know why I'm being like this??