My husband who has had gambling addictions and a cocaine habit refuses to admit it is an addiction. It was last year and he's better now. My gut tells me something is still very wrong but when I question these worries I get I'm just controlling or why am I checking up. Truth is I can't trust him as far as I can throw him. I know my anxiety is through the roof. Been married for over 10 years and have 3 children. Someone tell me I'm not going mad 😩