Am I being abused by my fiancé? Scared to leave I have no one to help me with my children.
I have 2 children with additional needs and no support system. And I think I’m being abused by my fiance. He’s had a load of bad luck recently including losing his job and his car being re-possessed. To cut a long story short we were arguing and he threw food across the room and it hit me. Then later on because I was still upset with - he started hitting himself in the face. And then proceeded to punch a door as hard as he could. He thought I should have forgiven him already. Because it wasn’t fast enough for him he started acting this way. My children were crying and were saying they were scared. I want to leave but I’m so scared of raising my children alone. They have additional needs and I have no family or friends. I’m completely alone with no one to turn to or to talk to. My dad and nana died recently and I don’t speak to my mother who is toxic but that’s a whole other story…
If I left him I wouldn’t be able to go to university as I wouldn’t be able to drop the kids off in time to get there (I don’t drive). The kids school is a long walk without a car. I rely on my student loans to support us all financially. I don’t know how I’d manage all these things. I feel so trapped and alone and I don’t know what to do.