I feel like my romantic life is over. I have one dc aged 1. I’m 38 and would love more children and to have a marriage. I feel like it’s hopeless. I have tried to focus on my career and to look to the future of a nice holiday when dc is a bit bigger and can enjoy it with me etc but it’s not what I truly want. I really would love a marriage and a bigger family. It all feels too late and whilst I don’t consider my dc to be ‘baggage’ I expect they will put a lot of men off. I earn well and want someone who matches that, again I think that’s probably unrealistic now too. I have zero help from my ex so can’t even go on a date unless I booked a day off work.