Long story tried to make short
i met my ex partner 2015 and granted it was a very toxic situation when we were younger including DV and him sleeping with a hooker…we were on and off for years after everything and officially split in 2017 for almost a year and dated other people after that we got back together again on and off until 2020 we got back together and amazingly our relationship was a lot better. However sadly in 2021 we ended up having 3 miscarriages in 5 months and the relationship hit a rock. Granted his efforts with minimal and his support was next to none.
we began arguing a lot due to me being unable to cope with the pregnancy losses. He went on a stag do and spent a huge amount of money (I mean £1,000+ in a strip club) and this was the final straw. I moved out and got my own place. He moved to AUS himself, this was the end of 2021/beginning of 2022. He’s still been in contact with my brother regarding work but we have had no contact since I moved out.
After he had been in AUS 6 months he met a new girl and I’ve just been told he’s now having a baby and they’re getting married. I myself have been with someone a few months however I would be lying if I said I wasn’t hurt by hearing that my ex partner has a child on the way and getting married. He never ever wanted to get married we discussed it a lot so this was the biggest surprise especially since we had been on and off for almost 6 years. I feel like it’s a huge chapter that is now closed even though I know I wouldn’t get back with him I just feel sad by it. Maybe I’m jealous he has a baby now when I’ve went on to have another 2 pregnancy losses.
Is this normal the sadness I feel about it all? I don’t miss him I just feel sad he has that live with someone else if that makes sense?