I don’t know if I am been silly . It’s my birthday tomorrow and again no one has already provided excuses why they haven’t had the time to get a card cake etc for the last 3 of my birthdays no one had made any effort and it’s really upset me not a card nothing like it’s nothing . My mum just called to tell me she hasn’t got a card or cake cause she hasn’t had time but it was my brother gfs birthday a few weeks ago she bought her perfume straightness cake wine flowers and even got her something from me and got me to write a card she bought to be nice for her birthday I don’t know his gf . It’s just really upset me why I am I not worth a card when it’s all there birthdays I spend my last buying them get a cake made balloons flowers gifts nights away and it’s like I am worthless to them even my partner has said he’s not felt great this week hasn’t got a card will add money to my account . I feel so sad and can’t wait for it to be over . No one cares about me and it’s really hurtful to realise . I might be being silly just had to rant.