Just called police on a neighbour for Domestic violence against his lovely wife. I still have her screams going through my head and saw some bits. They arrested him thank god so at least they are safe tonight.
Problem is just over a year ago I was attacked at home (very different circumstances but still male on female violence). I'm getting counselling for PTSD, I get nightmares when I sleep and panic attacks in that weird bit between sleeping and waking. I'm not sure I can sleep tonight.
I'm also find myself questioning the not all men narrative. I know I don't want another relationship, it's pretty much guaranteed if I'm attracted to them there will be some violence in there somewhere. I'd rather not another relationship where violence was a feature.
Just need a handhold really