Hi I don’t really have anyone I can talk to and I’m feeling like absolute crap so last year me and my partner broke up I started seeing as you call it someone else it lasted a few months and back in July last year me and my partner got back together not long after I fell pregnant we argued a lot over what I had done (finding someone else ) the arguing turned into massive fights where we would be shouting and screaming at eachorher once it had all calmed down and things got back to normal my partner would say he forgives me for what I done last year it was becoming a regular thing with him causing silly little rows over the situation it then started getting physical he would push me out the bed onto the floor (whilst pregnant) he would tell me to sleep on the floor like a dog because that’s all I am to him he would make me sleep on the sofa he knocked me unconscious whilst pregnant told me he would never forgive me I was a skank to him a sket every bad name you name it I was called it the arguing was more of an every day thing in the end where the abuse would become more often the punches would hurt more fast foward to almost 9 months pregnant the arguing still continued I was worried about going into labour with bruises all over me I had a black eye bruises down my arms my legs we went over to stay at my mums 2 weeks prior to having the baby and luckily the bruises healed before I went into labour after having my baby everything seemed to have settled down there was no fighting no arguing and it was lovley we got on so well today he had asked to burrow money (he owes me so much money because he burrows and burrows and never pays me back ) today I said no because I have other things to pay out for everytime I say no he kicks of and I always ended up being punched or verbally abused and again today it all started with him telling me I should join my nan 6 foot under (my nan passed away last year and her anniversary is Monday ) he’s caused me to have such bad depression which I have told him about and he says I’m going mental in the head I took an overdose last week he told me I should have taken a few more tablets and killed myself he didn’t care about me 1 but whilst I was in hospital he wished I never come back out the things he said are horrendous I really don’t no what to do any more I feel like the abuse is never going to stop everytime I tell him I’m going to leave he tells me he’s going to change but only changes for a week or so I’m honestly at my witts end with it