So ex has never been helpful when it comes to parenting, even while we were together, lazy and just about himself.
He has never attended one appointment for DD, appointments for autism, audiology appointments, parents evening with nursery (or just contacting nursery in general). He even got an unqualified speech therapist, she isn’t a speech therapist just done sen training in another non English speaking country, to do therapy with her without informing me (informed me 3months later) all off the advice of his current partner. Gone for a weeks holiday with the gf but can’t attend an appointment coming up. Anyway today DD has said daddy is fun, he makes her happy.. this is came about because I raised my voice (not shouting but was firm). She is young and I know she doesn’t understand the situation at all, but I just feel so resentful towards ex.. not because he gets to go off and do what he wants but more so because in my dds mind he is this amazing person while I’m here actually parenting. He can’t even be bothered to call her in between contact every other week, he doesn’t have her during the week due to work.
Not sure what I’m looking for as I know it isn’t dds fault for feeling or thinking this way, of course she’ll like the fun person who buys lots of toys. Just needed to vent I suppose