I tried to leave my long term partner and father of my children last year. He wasn't very kind to me shall we say. I met someone else in that time.
I couldn't afford to leave my partner though.. 2 young children, I gave up full time work, he wouldn't buy me out.. I can't afford legal advise.. I can't get universal credit help while my name is on the mortgage and he won't take me off it. Rock and a hard place.
He said he'd changed, realised what we had etc so I went back. I wanted to try to have the family unit I'd wished for.
But I can't let go of the man I met while we were apart, I've known him years but we only got romantic while we were separated.
He makes me laugh.. like really laugh, in a way my partner never did. He listens and never gets nasty with me. He really is like a best friend. But to be with him properly, would mean a lot of upheaval. Saying goodbye to the family unit.
I just don't know what to do.